| Frustration |
[Apr. 13th, 2009|01:28 am] |
I’ve got a bad taste in my mouth. I’ve had it for a wile now. I can’t seem to shack it. I don’t know if it’s the pink elephant in the room staring me down that’s giving me the bad taste or the fact the rooms so full of pink elephants I can’t taste.
I’m stone sober. I’ve been stone sober 4 a minuet and going to do everything in my power to keep it like that. Now IV made that statement ill probably going to get drunk because I say that.
I watch too many movies it heightens my all ready inflated sense of reality. Or it fucks with the scicosis..?
\I should start working out again. They say people who work out are happy because they have higher levels of endorphins. I thinks it’s because there too busy hating their selves to hate others? But what do I know?
You would think I would have something to show for 23 years on this planet?
Yea no. I have progressed 0 from where I was this time last year?
Well not really it just feels like that sometimes. A lot of the time?
I want things to start happening? I want to make things happen?
I need to learn patients?
I don’t know how?
I want to move out of my shell on "nitch" but I want to move in the right direction?
I’m goanna make it a micro gold to do this some how or another? |
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| heros |
[Jun. 3rd, 2007|02:02 pm] |
Your Score: Mr. Bennet You scored 54 Idealism, 41 Nonconformity, 41 Nerdiness
Are you on the list?Congratulations, you're Mr. Bennet! You are one mysterious person with mysterious motives. Despite all the mystery, it's clear that you believe what you do is for the greater good, and you are obviously a well-educated person in your field. Your best quality: Dedication to your work/organization/etc. Your worst quality: Keeping too many secrets
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[May. 6th, 2007|02:48 pm] |
Well yea I’m board I’m off this thing to the most part except to hear myself think?
That training plan I mad has start to wear off I need to get back around to it? I can say that all day long and it doesn’t solve the fact I’m not motivated to?
Therese a lot of things I want to do plans I want to set in motion I’m currently lacking a bit on capital verses this time last year. But this time last year I was busting my ass and now I’m a lazy bastard that doesn’t hardly do shit!
The fact is I can see what I need to do but I can make myself do it?
Eh I don’t know? |
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| Black Donnellys |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|12:16 am] |
In an effort to save the Black Donnellys we must continue to write NBC executives telling them the reasons to keep it on the air. Make sure to tell everyone you know to watch the Black Donnellys every Moday night at 9pm EST and to also watch all of the episodes that are from past weeks. Let all the Black Donnellys fans you know read this article to help in the fight to save our favorite program from being a 6 week trial. The more we stir things up the closer NBC will look at things.
DIGG this post, blog this post, email this post. Everything will help. Spread the word, we won’t go down without a fight.
Contacting an NBC Exec:
National Broadcasting Company
30 Rockefeller Plz
New York, NY 10112-0002
nbcshows@nbc.com |
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| i got board and took this |
[Apr. 1st, 2007|08:39 pm] |
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As for specific personality traits, you are outgoing (100%), romantic (71%), innovative (64%), intellectual (56%). | | | Stereotypes | | College Student | 82% | | Punk Rock | 80% | | Prep | 69% | | | | Life Experience | | Sex | 35% | | Substances | 62% | | Travel | 24% | | Politics
Your political views would best be described as Liberal, whom you agree with around 39% of the time. | | Socioeconomic
Your attitude toward life best associates you with Upper Middle Class. You make more than 0% of those who have taken this test, and 26% less than the U.S. average.
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| im freaking out |
[Mar. 5th, 2007|11:13 pm] |
weather its im just too much of a geek but im freaking out. so I have a google email address and I just tried to login and cant get to the standard web interface view. i can get to the scaled down view?
and another random web page dosent display right. so hopeful my browser is crupted and its not gmail?
lj for a second the front page to it was a little messed up.
but everythin elyse is just fine? |
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| now begins the cycle? maybE? |
[Feb. 17th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | ky | ] |
| [ | Current level of depression |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | What The Fuck I can Hear At This Dam Moment |
| | something metal | ] |
So I bought some weight the other day and started working out.
( A little more about this )
Oh well this is like my once every 4 or 5 month up date oh well? |
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[Jan. 1st, 2007|01:28 pm] |
hellow 2007
if your any better then 2006 it might kill me! |
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[Dec. 18th, 2006|05:38 am] |
"rotten apples don't get better with time they get worse!
Its the taste of that rotten apple that lingers in your mouth and
stay there longer after the good sweet apple faded away?" -luke taylor 9-9-04
I dont know what i was thinking or where I pulled that out of my ass from ?
I think the drugs are making me stupider? |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2006|05:31 am] |
I feel empty like something is messing?
I feel like I'm forgetting alto of shit~!
what the hell
I don't know? |
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| why? |
[Oct. 30th, 2006|10:30 pm] |
does it really matter
ask your self
if you were to die right now
would it matter
of coarse someone would notice
but would it really mean anything but
that some people you know would go to your funereal
and tie up a few hours out of their day
its not like your death will do more then stop traffic for your funereal pression and piss some dumb ass off who has to pull off to the side of the road
its not like the world stops its not like anything changes'?
so why do people worry about it or fear it
what is there to fear?
its the fear of not knowing what there
but why be
its not like it matters |
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| to the fact gas prices are down , death tool is up and the clown is in the playhouse crying |
[Oct. 16th, 2006|09:09 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | class | ] |
| [ | Current level of depression |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | What The Fuck I can Hear At This Dam Moment |
| | taking back sunday | ] |
man that had to be the greatest 3.4 to 4 hours of sleep I have ever gotten in my life and I feel good!
I think that my fall break made me depressed?
I support this by the fact I left the house once in 4 days for like 4 hours/ and the last 2 days I didn't shower or change my cloths. I just lounged in my pajamas.
But I'm feeling better now and not all hopeless! yea!
I'm still faced with all the insurmountable situations but oh well fuck em'
Ill kick there ass one at a time!
So were pretty happy I'm not sure why but Ill take it and run.
I would be happier if my list o shit to do was shorter but its getting there, its getting there
man I'm really happy today and I cant figure out why
I haven't felt this good in a few weeks! |
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[Oct. 8th, 2006|03:19 pm] |
times they are a' changing
hopefuly for the better!
I gues I need to get my ass up and going!
fuck fuck |
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|07:17 pm] |
So yea I was headed down 25 going toward Lexington. Just before the 75 over pass and right after Kearny hills road? There’s an entrance to a rock quarry. Well there’s was a nice big dump truck and 3 cars a white Camry then me. Well the dump truck THREW on its breaks. well the car behind locked down its breaks the truck behind it veered in the left lane the car behind it went in the shoulder and almost hit the guard rail the white Camry slammed on its breaks and I locked down my breaks and ran smack dab in the ass of the Camry. Well I actually knew the guy that my truck ran in to his car. That made it alto easier. I guess?
Well his rear bumper is fucked and his trunk deck is fucked. my air dam (the plastic piece below the bumper is bent a little, the bracket on the passenger side that holds the bumper that collapse on impact (that’s its job) has to be replaced! and the hose that goes out of my radiator has a slight drip in it where the air guard made contact with it and uhh the plastic in my passenger is rubbing my tire a little? all in all I'm pissed but oh will life goes on I guess?
man life really does suck right now! |
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| Alcohol Warning Labels |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|07:16 pm] |
1. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an idiot.
2. Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not.
3. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible.
4. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to strangle you.
5. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to "thay shings like thish".
6. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that your ex is really dying for you to call them at 4:00 in the morning.
7. Consumption of alcohol may cause serious rug burns on the forehead and chin area.
8. Consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, handsomer and smarter than some really big guy named Bubba.
9. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you.
10. Consumption of alcohol may cause a flux in the time-space continuum, whereby gaps of time may seem to disappear.
11. Consumption of alcohol may result in pregnancy.
12. Consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the heck happened to your pants. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|01:20 pm] |
this dam ruby can suck it cause i hat it and t sucks alot
whay wont this dam thing excaute |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|12:46 pm] |
uhh so yea the past 2 days have been very killer!
a 5 kigger at chrises (16oz glass)
and a nice little kigger with good hoch for Joice's bday (24oz glasses oh yea killing that shit.)
so yea
I'm trying to regain all my mental processes at the moment and get shit straight! |
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[Aug. 25th, 2006|02:06 pm] |
| [ | Current level of depression |
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in case you didnt know i had sugary yesterday at 11
everything went well
im pretty swore though
I did get percets yea! |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|01:59 am] |
i went to the gun show today it rocked it made me happy!
shits pretty good
well that seems to be all i can squeeze out 4 know!@ |
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|05:37 pm] |
rip melinda
her life was short lived!
only ike a year and she met shuch a crule fate! |
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| rip thois bitch off that crazy bitch |
[Jul. 25th, 2006|07:45 pm] |
Post this in your journal, asking your friendslist (or whatever stranger that happens to wander by) to respond with whatever they know about you. It can be as matter of fact as 'Your name is Bridget, you're 25 and attending Harvard.' to the absolute useless 'One Thursday, you tried to hop down a flight of stairs and you fell on your face'.
A week later, write an 'about me' post to fill in the gaps in your friends knowledge. |
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| im back just to warn you |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|07:39 pm] |
well folks its like thi$%^#@$#%$^
awhile ago a long wile ago
at least 2 to 3 years ago I was a little different in attitude and in my actions then i am now but recently in reflection i some how missed the old days (not necessary the good old days). so I feel like Ive re-connected with it and I like it. I feels like a drug.
I keep trying to tell my self I left that shit behind for a reason. But you know what I'm heard headed and ain't listen.
so it looks like were gonna be having a good old time hear pretty soon. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|11:07 pm] |
well its been a fucked up week?
but maybe were all cool
i hope?
and i know have 2 parties this week to plan that arn't mine this weekend!
hahahah |
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| dats how i rool' |
[Jul. 6th, 2006|07:17 pm] |
well the 4 th was a blast and
Im still alive so i didn't fuck up all the way
and btw matt smit is fucking crazy as hell! poor poor kory being shot by his own fire works over and over again :(
it was great
haha tony i hope you didnt get in to too much trubble
well im off.
off to the party bitches holer at me |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|08:56 pm] |
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